new life :)

udah lama yaaa nggak posting, udah banyak sarang laba-laba nih blog tadi. eh iya, gue mau curhat tentang pacar baru gue. akhirnya coy, tanggal 3 DESEMBER 2011 kemaren, gue bisa ngeliat ke cermin sambil senyum dan bilang "gue udah gak jomblo lagi". seneng banget rasanya :)

simple plan - perfect chords

E
Hey Dad look at me
A
Think back and talk to me
            E
Did I grow up according to plan
E
Do you think I’m wasting my time
A
doing things I wanna do
E
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
(*)
  F#m
And now I try hard to make it
A E
I just want to make you proud
          F#m
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
   A
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me
(Chorus)
  E
‘Cuz we lost it all
B
Nothing lasts forever
      C#m       A
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
   E
Now it’s just too late
B
And we can’t go back
         C#m        A
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
(same as (1))
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
(same as (*))
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
Back to Chorus
B
Nothing’s gonna change
         A
The things that you said
B        A
Nothing’s gonna make this right again
B
Please don’t turn your back
    A
I can’t believe it’s hard
B
Just to talk to you
         E
But you don’t understand
Interlude : E   A  2x
Back to Chorus 2x
Coda : E

avenged sevenfold - dear god chord

F C Dm Am
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
B F C
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
F C Dm Am
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
B F
Can’t help but wish that I was there
C
Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah
F C Dm C
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
B F
to hold her when I’m not around,
C
when I’m much too far away
F C Dm C
We all need that person who can be true to you
B F
But I left her when I found her
C
And now I wish I’d stayed
B C
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
* Dm C B
I’m missing you again oh no
F
Once again
F C Dm Am
There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
B F
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
C
and all the shops are closed
F C Dm Am
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
B F C
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
F C Dm C
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
B F
to hold her when I’m not around,
C
when I’m much too far away
F C Dm C
We all need that person who can be true to you
B F
I left her when I found her
C
And now I wish I’d stayed
B C
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
* Dm C B
I’m missing you again oh no
F
Once again
Dm * B F
Some search, never finding a way
Dm * B F
Before long, they waste away
Dm * B F
I found you, something told me to stay
Dm * B F
I gave in, to selfish ways
Gm C
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade…
F C Dm Am
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
B F C
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
F C Dm C
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
B F
to hold her when I’m not around,
C
when I’m much too far away
F C Dm C
We all need the person who can be true to you
B F
I left her when I found her
C
And now I wish I’d stayed
B C
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
* Dm C B
I’m missing you again oh no
F
Once again

bangkit dari keterpurukan

oke, gue udah ngelupain soal kejadian kemaren. gue sekarang lagi coba buat ngebangkitin kepercayaan diri gue yang kemaren terpuruk abis. kemaren sih udah di coba bawa jalan-jalan nih otak biar fresh. eh jalannya sama si sueb yah tambah mumet jadinya. tapi salut dah buat dia. saat gue galau pasti ada dia disisi gue (bukan, kita gak maho kok). tapi waktu di kelas dia yang paling kompor sama si yudho.  gue jadi korban waktu mau deketin si do'i pasti di usilin sama mereka. nih berdua kalo udah fussion di kelas bisa bikin guru-guru pada orgasme. apalagi kalo si arif ikutan fussion. nah yang paling sering jadi korban si guru bahasa ing****. jadinya kayak ultraman 3 lawan teletabis dah pokoknya haha. tapi gue seneng punya kalian semua :). oke balik ke cerita awal. gue sekarang lagi coba buka lembaran hidup baru. gue gak mungkin berlarut-larut dalam kesedihan ini (beuh). gue harus bangkit. gue harus lupain semua masa suram gue. gue harus tatap masa depan.

oh my god, gue DITOLAK !!

yah ginilah nasib gue sekarang. gue tadi siang udah nyatain perasaan gue ke cewek yang gue sebut di posting sebelumnya. tapi alhasil gitulah. gue ditolak brayy. mungkin gue jelek kali yak ? (yaelah baru nyadar) atau mungkin dia punya alasan lain buat nolak gue. gue sekarang lagi dipenuhin oleh KEGALAUAN ! tapi buat cewek yang gue tembak tadi siang : gue tetep sayang sama lo walaupun lo nolak gue oke :)

persiapan nembak

gue mau nembak cewek ! jarang-jarang nih, biasa juga nyatain perasaan ke pohon. tapi emang nih cewek buat gue klepek-klepek dah. sebelum melakukan penembakan ini sih sebenernya gue udah tau jawabannya. tapi gue gak boleh nyerah dong. kayak motto nya pemadam kebakaran "pantang pulang sebelum padam". oke doain gue ya supaya mental gue kuat. amin.

bener-bener berhenti berharap !!

kayaknya gue udah capek ngedeketin lo. toh lo juga gak mau sama gue. ah emang kalo ngomongin cewek gak ada abisnyaa. kayaknya gue mesti belajar sama temen gue nih si arif. dia orangnya selow banget man. pas gue tanya soal cewek pasti jawabannya "yang sudah-sudah, hidup itu dibawa santai aja" oke, kata-kata ini sekarang jadi motivasi gue. satu lagi yang buat gue salut sama arif. pas lagi belajar aja sempet-sempetnya dia nge"ganja" man haha. tapi ni bukan beneran ya. kertas di gulung-gulungin lalu dia isep kayak ganja , pokoknya kocak banget dah hahha. sekali lagi gue males buat nyari cewek lagi, yang sudah, biarlah berlalu. hidup dibawa santai, biarkan mengalir seperti air.